i hate this. why do you have to like me? there really isn’t anything special about me, i promise. i hate that i’ve hurt you and i hate that it had to come to this. i know it seems silly because we haven’t known each other long, but you have become one of my best friends over the past three months and now i’m supposed to just abandon that? i’m supposed to forget it? what about everything i told you? what about all the times you were there for me and don’t even realize the magnitude of what you had done for me? i want my friend back and it’s only been nine hours since you told me you can’t be just my friend. you were there for me during one of the hardest parts of my life and now you’re gone… i guess deep down i know this is for the best, especially because the last thing i want is to hurt you any more than i already have, but it sucks. i’m so sorry i made it be like this. i’m so sorry i’ve hurt you. i’m so sorry i’ve pushed you away. i’m so sorry we can’t be just friends.
